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        What If Dreams Come True

What if dreams come true if we believe they do (in faith -- a corny word for a basic mechanism that sets all free to write and be-in their own movies -- that link up in constellations of like or corresponding sustained focus of desire and expectation applied knowingly or unknowingly of its deterministic nature)?  And so therefore also what if dreams don't come true ironically because we dream in sustained fashion -- i.e. believe -- they won't -- in fear?  

This fear being a resonance of a before-time -- where the first being in perceiving itself created a second and third being -- the byproducts of the act of perception or elemental knowing -- the action-of-being itself.  And in a moment of primal fear, the one feared giving up a part of its story -- and a part of itself -- unto its created self to be its own storyteller and so to be worthy free and powerful in its own right of self-determination, sanctity, and sovereignty -- not merely caught in a story controlled by another -- or agency of life outside itself -- this specter being a kind of Hell.

So the solution became to preserve unity within diversity -- via a central paradox where we are separate and yet one with a whole that is greater than the sum of its parts where each part contains the whole.  In this framework, each  story told in the act of perception of each being's experience of knowing and choosing what it likes (where you can logically not do otherwise but choose to turn your attention in the direction of what you prefer from unique perspective of self -- what you like therefore are-like -- and so experience, express, and expand your selfhood) repeats the initial primal dilemma calling for the same paradox to set free both the creator-self
and it's creation-self.

So our experience on earth as evolving beings is to confront the primal dilemma of being in a story that you seemingly don't control where you might seem to be in a position to control other's stories and they  to control yours in a tangle of muddled anxiety over where and to whom freedom power right and responsibility belongs -- that tangles itself into the proverbial Gordian knot.  We confront this and must decide what in blazes to do with it all.

It may feel better to be a martyr -- and lay blame upon and seek to overpower the would-be tyrant -- whose fault it is -- while you protest innocence and therefore superiority of worth.  But to gain in a finite world where the terms are those of power of assertion and therefore unfair is to be something of a tyrant who actively takes what others must at some level give up -- in a shared story dictated by you where they must now have less in potential finite and relative terms.

You may throw your hands up and accept a mantle of power and gain that is tantamount to tyranny in this idea of things.  How can you balance scales of fairness where every advantage you have effectively implies a disadvantage for someone else?  You may resort to wearing dour black, cutting your hair off or hiding it under a wimple, and renouncing all worldly possessions and pleasures while you sell flagellate to atone for your sinful pleasure-seeking nature -- all the while indulging in the pleasure of elevated status of martyrdom -- which you conceal even from yourself -- where others might suffer at the prospect of your inordinate wealth in this and feel less worthy, free, and powerful than you are at this inequity you have leveraged.

Perhaps there is a solution to all this mess we encounter in the Rubik's cube of life where even one or two squares out of place leaves the cube as unsolved as ever.  To have someone able to change a word or a line in your completed poem -- imposing that control on you as a storyteller -- would be an abomination.  That instinct and knowing of that principle is in us at our core -- especially when we are centered in exercising our autonomous creative powers. That recognition connects to the primal root of where freedom power right and responsibility for creating the story of your own reality belongs -- if existence is to be based on worth freedom and power for one and all -- and not unworthiness bondage and powerlessness for one and all.

The one creates through each -- and each through the one -- where one and all are free to choose as they please for better or worse.  Our emotions connect us each to one-and-all and tell us when we're getting warmer or colder in terms of ascending the scale of worth freedom and power toward the ultimate expression of that -- where only a primal constitution of existence where worth freedom and power is guaranteed to each and all in absolute terms -- can deliver it to any one.

If seeking revenge feels better than depression -- it is strangely enough a step up the ladder toward wanting the ultimate.  The Constitution of beingness where each weaves their own story in fear or faith within the predominant focus of their mind's-eye is already in operation.  On earth, we each immerse in a telepathic soup of shared beliefs on family, community, and global levels.  It may amount to starting with a bad hand of cards that you pick up.  But the name of the game is to learn to study your cards in thought and feeling and to pick up and put down in a sense of making personal autonomous choices -- and so adjusting your beliefs toward greater worth freedom and power for yourself and ultimately for all -- in an idea of reality that transcends ever being at the mercy of an agency outside yourself whether for help or hindrance.

In the ultimate scheme, each will have the power to weave their own story in a way that transcends any idea of a mechanistic universe where chance and cause and effect prevail and dictate terms to beings enmeshed in its seeming reality.  In a vision of worth freedom and power for one and all, each weaves a story via predominant focus of desire and expectation that engenders the manifestation of that story first within then without -- whether they realize and acknowledge this or not.  Those with like or corresponding stories link up and play like or corresponding parts in their interlocking respective stories -- each in their own movies starring themselves featuring a version of the others and their stories as they interlink.  Each creates their own version of the other -- like multiple poets writing respectively about themselves or another.

In this scheme, there is no random chance -- just spontaneity -- and nothing imposed -- just agreed to -- knowingly or unknowingly -- in mutual and reciprocal accord of the parties involved in a shared scenario of their respective interlocking stories.  Someone fixated on fear who would project their freedom power right and responsibility upon another -- will link up with someone fixated on the idea that to have freedom power right and responsibility for themselves, it must be wrested from another.  Both beliefs imply power of assertion -- where power of invitation of mutual reciprocal accord is denied as the basis of existence.

We each must evolve toward an existential realization that the worth freedom and power we crave must exist at a fundamental level of the nature of reality itself -- and reached inward in intent to claim this for one and all -- for self and life and other -- claiming and acknowledging that they are each "all that is" -- the one -- at the same time as they are separate, sovereign, and autonomous.  The choice must be made and sustained at both levels of selfhood.

In full knowing of this, one can survey everything -- good, bad, and indifferent -- each from unique perspective of self -- and choose what they will have -- in experiencing the contrast which elicits preference -- and can result in corresponding choice in full acknowledgment of power of invitation in the deliberate exercising of free will.  Where you finally let your attention settled upon a pattern of thought of implied desire and expectation, that is the pattern you will inexorably draw into manifestation in your own experience -- first inwardly then outwardly -- whether you realize it and choose it consciously and deliberately or not.

This action of the mind precedes any physical action or outcome.  Physical actions are merely a tail-end expression of the pattern launched initially in the mind.  If the focus of desire and expectation on a positive outcome is clear and sustained and uncontradicted by your sustained believing focus -- all the right actions will occur to you and fall into place in the final physical unfolding of the event launched inwardly. Trying to control events via physical actions within an idea of reality that implies power of assertion -- is merely a magic feather form of exercising the mind's power -- of sustained focus of desire and expectation in intention.

The more worth freedom and power in the basis of reality for self life and other in a story, the better it will feel.  The best feeling is attained when freedom power right and responsibility is wielded in full knowing of power of invitation -- where each spins their own interlinking stories as they go.

Physics is aligning with this conception -- where it is understood that past present and future are simultaneous -- and that we are immersed in a kaleidoscopic sea of all probabilities where any conceivable outcome from any given moment-point is somewhere realized -- and all exist simultaneously.  We trace our fingers through this maze creating fresh new patterns in varying degrees of faith or fear as we go -- expanding the universe in the infinity of creative potential.

The lack of worth freedom and power inspires the want of it and every possibility exists as the basis of free will.

Elvis was a little blond kid with glasses who other kids picked on.  He fixated on a comic book -- Captain Marvel Jr. -- about a brash and confident wunderkind with black bouffant hair and a kiss curl on his fore head -- who wore a jumpsuit with a high collar and a silk scarf.  This is the power of believing if we don't get in the way of it.  It doesn't have to remain just in one's head or on the page -- unless you believe it must.

We are as vulnerable as we believe we are -- caught up in a tangle of guilt and guilting -- or we are as invincible as we believe we are in the innocence of knowing and claiming freedom power right and responsibility for each and all to create their own reality through their own inner thought focus which can be freely directed in imagining and dreaming if one realizes this -- explicitly and/or implicitly -- and does so accordingly.







(I am not out to be a guru.  I chose my name as a joke on You Tube because I'm a Beatles fan.  I am into metaphysics and write for myself to work out ideas.  I figured I might as well share them along with all my other crazy writings -- for anyone who might be interested in following and evaluating another person’s line of thinking.)  
Written by Gurudev
Published | Edited 20th Jul 2014
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