Break My Skin

The pain starts  
The searing within  
The joy tarts  
As I break my skin
  
Hear me shatter  
Watch me fall  
As my pieces scatter  
Hear the cries they call  
  
Watch my distorted tears  
Down they drop  
With all my increasing fears  
That multiple nonstop  
  
Watch me falter  
Hear me waver  
Stop this laughter  
Pain I favor  
  
My grounding dream  
Silent agony is my sin  
Hear me scream  
As I break my skin