Bodily surrender

You cupped your arm around my waist
And pulled me into you
Gripping me just the way I like
You looked me in my eyes and kissed my lips
That was already too much for me so I  knew I  couldn't resist
We found our way to be alone
Me in your lap
Sitting across you as if you were Santa  with my head rested against your chest and my arms wrapped around your neck
For me that was enough, just to be held by you because I was so in love

Your hands found their way to my back
Caressing it, and my body shivered
I had never felt this before
And the heat radiating off my body
Was hard to ignore
I prompted up to kiss your lips
And inserted my tongue
My body wanted you wildly but my mind told me no
Your hand now creeping up my legs caressing, touching, teasing my thighs, I can feel myself becoming wet and my nipples arousing , my body wanting you but my mind telling me no, which way should I go,
Your hand further travels up my thighs between my legs and before I could say any words to object your hands were massaging my hot spot and I couldn't speak
My Eyes closing. Wanting you so badly and my mind trying to tell me no
Which way should I go
My wetness covered over your fingers
And me staring back at you with the look of love in my eyes with no shame
I think I'm ready to play this game
You kiss me again as you massage my spot playing with my clit and I surrender with a whimper, you know just what to do
I can't form the words to tell you to stop so my body cries out take me ,as I whisper and moan no, not sounding convincing at all,  I can no longer stall,
I kiss you hungrily and guide your hand deeper into me, it's too late my body and minds in another place,