A note to my Best Friend

I haven't talked to you today.  
I miss you.  
I especially miss the way we used to be.  
The way it was before things got so complicated, so far out of hand.  
I heard a song on the radio today that you were excited to share with me and it made me smile.  I mean really big, sun parting the clouds smile. Remember that cheesy pick up line you laid on me about me smiling and the sun coming out?  
That big.
The very next song made me laugh to myself because of our frequent discussion of it.  
I miss you.  
Enough to cry only I don't.  
Whenever I'm about to I remember you tucking me in and kissing me on my drunken forehead and telling me it will all workout how it's supposed to.  
I just really wish it would faster!!!!