you need a spark to start a fire

i dont have the spark
i need to start the fire in my heart for you

i cant say i love you
i cant hug you or stand you touching me anymore

im searching for my spark
its just so hard for me

i cant stand hurting you
i know you love me

you show your love
but i cant show it back

im becoming distant from you

i cant say i love you if i dont mean it,
it would be right for me to it

is there something wrong with me?
do i need help?

please forgive me for breaking your heart again

i mean no wrong, im sorry



                                                    Dedicated to Patrick