ugly

Its not just in sight ugly sits...
Its not just in pain ugly hits...
Its in our actions, in our mind...
In our reactions, over time...
Bitter and hateful we all get...
Not in some of us, to forget...
I now can see, just how things are...
Your forgiveness, too long and far...
Yes we do wrong, yes we heal...
We try to hide just what we feel...
But I no, I will look ahead...
You, will look back clothed in dread...
At what we had, and we did lose...
Will sit upon you as a bruise...
I will move to better things...
You'll stay waiting what glory brings...
I dont hate for what you did...
I found out the things you hid...
Didnt help my illness then...
But I will cope and live again...