Talk Down on Me

First Verse:
Now I've been chastized by the devil in diguise but I can  
only rise fall down and get back up if I act up
These moments of my life could be heart broken wit deep cuts
None other then these so called friends is gettin banned
I need that helpin hand, and only UV understands
So enough about these tantrims now my mothers hit with cancer
I want some answers, gotta let go of my own addictions
in areas that is restricted and I know he's gonna tempt me  
cause its nothin ethnic interceptions from all rejections  
Cold heart in this cold world and I wont burn and I can't turn back
I'm pushin forward tryna put food on the table and clothes on my familys  
back, with a roof over the head and make it to be exact
But I suppose its how it goes hardships and struggle
Double wit the trouble I'm in a state of muddle  
Mind frame of these thoughts and thats my only way to juggle
 
Hook:
(They tryna talk down on me)
So now I gotta paint my picture I don't have to prove  
myself ecspecially when it consist of this evil that surrounds me
Wants to try to drown thee marinate and I'm bound free
this is that cold speech
 
2nd Verse
Now I'm a reconside divide and break these ties
I almost took the easy way out but I still gotta claim my prize
Let's touch basis on somethin basic better rich or for poor
But i'm still scarred with these sores continuin open wars
I hold the floor, I got memories of a dead body  
Darkness falls the heavens call let's pull a draw
Feelin like my whole backs againsnt the wall  
But i'm not petrified the satisfaction is when I take action
I make it practice, to the adaption pour my heart and soul out
Crossin lines and its lines that ya'll crossin but often its caution
So ima take it to the next level a livin rebel but this man is brave
and i'll get the shovel, and dig my grave we're enslaved to our
own being, nightmare and dream schemin  
Liquor and drug fienin mostly its my season breakin thru barriers
For those of you unfair to us, ash to ash dust to dust
 
 
 
Im jus puttin 2 verses but heres the whole song.                                                      
 
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