Hospital blues

 I look to further this poppy eclipse .
I taste it on my lips .
The soup and leather .
A fiend and a caldron .
The spirits appeared .
Smack in the face .
Steady drone on beeps.
Obituary on the table .
No reason why but why not .
I wasent scared just scared .
Only the phones are dead .
Many times over the edge .
Yet this one cut it close.
Now one comes to my side.
I'm drowning in my shadows.
Unseen hands pull at my back .
It takes me .... Lusts for my soul.
I should if ended this many years ago.
I See it all again .
You will never take me alive.
I have been dead for years.
Have I been cheated .
Victim or the crime ?
Why can't I kick ?
Have I offended you .... God.
This some kind of practical joke .
Zero laughs hear.
Just a typical Tuesday.
It was a bad night .