Crystal

To always remain weak and fear a given purpose
It's haunting, it's daunting.
I slowly lose control and break the fragile surface.
The colliding against me.
To know myself again, I'm tired of wondering why.
Reason to be whole again, to regain what it means to decide for myself.
I reject who I'm to be.
It's just not me.

This lying endlessly has really poisoned my mind.
Reflection's destruction.
A sympathetic soul always been branded the pathetic one.
It's hurting to not know why.
To know myself again, I'm tired of wonder why.
Live with shame upon my name, give a choice I will never hesitate to steal.
Is this all that I'm worth?
It's just not me...