A pain...

Darkness forming..
An insecure feeling..
An emotion so unsettling..

Having to relive pain..
A pain so deep..
A pain that hurts so pure..
Knowing that no matter what..
There will always be someone else..

No matter what..
That feeling tears you apart..
Shreds you into a million tiny pieces..
Turns you into nothing..
And to have that feeling brought back kills you..
But knowing it's not intentional..
Only leaves you to be forced into silence..
And I just can't do this..
It kills me..
But i won't say a word...