Sorry I find your pain amusing

So it has come to this..

I knew it was only
a matter of time

time slipping away from me
as I watch it stream down the drain

I assumed this would happen

Yet,

something inside of me wanted to see how far I could push
To see the limits strained
and delight in the frustration you express
trying to keep your composure

If you asked if I was sorry,
I'd have to say yes

I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry

But I don't regret it

I loved every twisted minute of it
At first you didn't realize my manipulative ways
But I began to grow tired of subtlety

Decidedly playing your emotions out in front of me
Letting you know the intent behind my wicked ways

I love you, yes

But dangling you from my strings
leading you astray
and watching the pain in your eyes blossom

Was always too much fucking fun

I couldn't possibly resist

So no, it doesn't surprise me that you're leaving me now
packing your bags, having had enough

It only gives me a sickening satisfaction
to know I did us in
Breaking falsely fabricated bonds of trust and affection

I know I scarred you for life
But these are the types of wounds I like to inflict

Destroying the heart and soul of my lover

Repercussions for trying to get too close

I assume I'll miss you when you're gone,
miss waking up with you
miss our passionate and frenzied love making

Soft kisses on my lips

But,

if you come back to me, make no mistake
I will continue to play my game
Shredding away your dignity and ability to love

All because I find it amusing