Wanting to explore

I lay in my bed looking up, wondering around in my mind.
Thinking of the future. Wondering what it with holds.

Suddenly I get these odd urges! You know the type that make you make you wet in your area, where your parents labeled "private parts "

That wanting to explore every part of my body inside and out.

But yet I'm kid a child how can this be?

Am I just growing up, what's happening to me?

My mind is thinking weirdly, all of sudden boys aren't from Jupiter anymore and the girls aren't as nice as they seemed.

Noting is as it seems anymore.

I'm trying to handle the issues at hand, of wanting to explore my body.

But everything s just getting twisted and knotted in my mind its all just in fog.

I can't tell what to do.

Should I just give in to this craving for myself is this wrong?

    The end..
           P.S
Hey thank you for read my writing. I was 11 or 10 when I wrote this.
Just for you to know.