Half a life

People say "i shoud start a new life"
but who the fuck should i be
i dont even know who i am just now
i just know that i am me

and if i did start a new life
then where the fuck should i start ?
It not even easy being alive
and living without a heart

i gave it away a long time ago
and never did get it back
its something i know i should never have done
because without it i cant do jack

cos i dont have a spare to give to another
and the pain and heartache is rife
so whats the point in starting again
when it would only be half a life