Entangled

I thought you would be different
I thought I could trust you
Used and abusedd you left me to the maggots to plunder my flesh into a nothingface shell of a man trapped in this mortal coil
i was fooled to thinking you were real
two sides of you were unveiled as two sides of your weapon plunged into my heart
how could i be so ignorrant
you miserable little fuck, how can you live with yourself?
you wear me out and force me to want to projectile vomit of emotion all of your fucking fractured sense of humility as a gag for one breath of hope that i might one day escape this fate that you have weaved into my reality
i have my demons but they will no longer be you
you had me convinced that i wasn't good enough no matter how hard i tried
but the fact that i ever could be in your eyes is a lie
itself forged by your own anvil and hammer the day i met you
in the end i had to leave, broken, even then not at ease
even tho i was forced by you into this cell, i will not die for you and swim my way to hell
your not worth the breath the angels will rape of you, or the gravestone that will be the last escape of you
Entangled, shackled, I waited for a release that was to never come
The ghosts of your memories still haunt these halls
Theres a like of nothing in you of humanity or love
You were like a drug, intoxicated i couldn't find a door out of this mausolem until i chose to embrace the mirror
I then found i was entangled by myself, by my addiction to you
But today i am sober, no longer in a black cloud shrouded in despair I walk free among the shadows waiting for the bloom of another rose