players in the games of hearts

he's got me trapped  
in the forest of lies and I can't see a thing  
my mind filling with doubts and my inability  
to see what is right in front me  
 
and I want him so badly, like a storm cloud in my head  
the surreal and real clashing to create  
this lightning storm of lust and doubt  
 
and I wonder
... I wonder how far a man would go  
to humiliate a heart  
that opened too easily  
beneath a torrent of hot and heavy words
 
the skies outside spell out rain  
written in black and white and grey  
and they mirror my mood  
and tears that spill  
just as my secrets did while drunk  
on passion and poetry  
 
I once thought I would know better  
than to again trust a pretty boy with pretty words  
but every girl deep down just wants to be wanted  
even it's by players like you  
 
- Eve -