I remember.

I remember she used to haunt my thoughts.
My dreams.
She laid her body across the back of my skull.
I could not sleep.
Could not eat.
Couldn't think.
She ruled my feelings and thoughts.
I've never had a worse feeling in my gut, then what she gave me.
Is that what a broken heart feels like?
You never ment to hurt me?
I ment to hurt you.
I never had a choice, did I?
I have a choice now.

You think you can forget me?
I wont be alone.
I'm the closest thing to real you'll ever see.
Although I could never really forget everything you were.
I can forget most.
Next time you try to walk into my life.
I might not know who you seem to be.

Where am I now?
I'm in heaven.
It's a far walk from hell.
So its far from you.