Denial

Both voices that snapped shut up now
Timely muted before storm
Heart in the mourning cloak hid
I cried many nights
 
Years of tears silenced
Alone screamed my holocaust
Echoes of abysmal words
Within my soul sad bitter gall
 
Darkness focused on me
Did not see light in my days
My enemies stands before me
They won me many battles
 
In the pitch of my days I begged mercy
Cried release, cried redemption
Snake observe tight-lipped
From solstice to equinox
 
At night in my bed waiting for an angel
A Samaritan, an archangel rescue me
Injured knees prayers relief
Obliterated by the hand of death
 
Denial deeply forgiveness
Memories so vivid that persist
Pains within my soul reunite
Loneliness I welcomed the curtains closed