Seven

Seven

How could this be over I thought
Everything now is worth nothing
Don't even know why I fought
Then I remembered you are everything

Cold and calus defined me
Until your love found me
A whole new world opened my eyes
I could see forever deep in yours
A place better than this
A place I never been but already missed

Time took forever with forever having no end
Every part of me I needed to shatter
Or stay the way I was
Only to loose the one truth in my life that mattered

Warm and meaningful I became
Holding on to what little life still remained
Because of you I did this
Taking every bit of effort I had
In hopes our love would grow
Giving new life in a garden dying in sorrow

The beauty eclisped by a blinding purpose
With no clear understanding as to why
And I felt I had walked all these miles
Only to arrive at a place that wanted me to die

Winter and Summer are now my reflections
As pain tries to delete my memories collection
A flash back to the vision in your eyes
I recall the past years I lived alone
I fell in love to escape misery
Only to question who is the real me

All that I tried to change
In an attempt to feel like I was human
Has left me searching for forgiveness
Of what has become my greatest sin.