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It Hurts.

I am starting to doubt
if there's any point in this
why not end it now
before we share a kiss

there's obviously others
about whom you care
playing with my feelings
just doesn't seem fair

I don't want to hurt
I'm sorry but I don't
I'm starting to think
matter that it won't

the pain will follow
no matter what I do
so why waste my time
pining over you

it hurts not to talk
but more yet to do so
I'm starting to hate your closet friends
and them I do not know

I didn't want to say it
it just is not me
but obviously I have no choice
if this is meant to be

I'm dying inside
not wanting to hurt you
but my pain is real
and that should matter too

I hate that it is like this
I wish I could go back
and while I sit here bawling
you decide to have a snack?

I'm sorry that I'm angry
I'm sorry that I'm sad
I really wish I wasn't
but that is just too bad