Nightmares Hallucinations

I was awakened after having a nightmare only to find they were real.It was a full moon but foggy and misty.
The souls of the dead were restless they were looking for souls to harvest.
I heard and saw thunder and lighting in the distance.
I heard voices unknown they were torturing their prisoners.
I saw far off in the distance a shadowy figure he was blood thristy
destroying a faceless cow that was baying loudly and in misery
The shadowy figure seemed to be having fun butching the faceless
cow. The shadowy figure was straving for blood and guts
the faceless cow was violently killed.
I felt myself falling faster and faster and then woke up
in total sweat. I pray i never sleep again, i can't tell being asleep from being awake.i can't control my mind, i can't control my impulses i can't control my affections or thoughts.