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Reflection part 2
People I want to talk to
Be open and truthful to
Yet most just walk away
Some I have not seen in over ten years counting today
These people bring me grief
Emotionally robbed beyond belief
Cake and presents are never enough
A consistent empty feeling, life is tough
Numbing myself yet the feeling will never last
I try to have fun, making every day a blast
Since childhood I have hated to be alone
A fact only a few have ever known
Not many can ease the agony in my beating heart
Which sets them very much worlds apart
But I am grateful for everything in my life
Even for a heart issue that gave me a wake up call yet hit me like a knife
It opened my eyes
Made me realize
So much to learn
Everything I want to accomplish and yearn
People do care
Even if I am unaware
Long ago I lost reality
So I lack the clarity
To see what is in front of my eyes
Constantly I view the world with a disguise
Nothing really seems real
As I have at times lost the ability to feel
Everything turns into a blur
As if it never did occur
I block so much out
Since I was young and used to scream and shout
Opinions and assumptions
Uneven presumptions
Something is always in the way
The high can never stay
Be open and truthful to
Yet most just walk away
Some I have not seen in over ten years counting today
These people bring me grief
Emotionally robbed beyond belief
Cake and presents are never enough
A consistent empty feeling, life is tough
Numbing myself yet the feeling will never last
I try to have fun, making every day a blast
Since childhood I have hated to be alone
A fact only a few have ever known
Not many can ease the agony in my beating heart
Which sets them very much worlds apart
But I am grateful for everything in my life
Even for a heart issue that gave me a wake up call yet hit me like a knife
It opened my eyes
Made me realize
So much to learn
Everything I want to accomplish and yearn
People do care
Even if I am unaware
Long ago I lost reality
So I lack the clarity
To see what is in front of my eyes
Constantly I view the world with a disguise
Nothing really seems real
As I have at times lost the ability to feel
Everything turns into a blur
As if it never did occur
I block so much out
Since I was young and used to scream and shout
Opinions and assumptions
Uneven presumptions
Something is always in the way
The high can never stay
Published 5th Jun 2010
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