Going Home

 I. FED UP

Let's call it quits, Here's the keys to the car
I can't believe we stuck it out this far
I tried to tell you, too fucking blind to see
Now 10 years later, This HELL our reality

No more looking back, this time you'll see
You'll cry out my name, turn around, but no where I'll be
For all You're Rights and all My wrongs,
This shit is over, this time I'm gone

There are memories that I never want to lose
When I look in The Mirror, I still See You
You were always there, my wounds yours to mend,
Through thickest and thin, My Best Friend

II. HOME

I still cry at night, wondering if you're There
Thought of driving by, Ask myself, "Should I even Care?"
After All I've done, Through All The Pain I Caused
We'd Had to give it up, All LOVE WAS LOST

I had left you wondering, "what the fuck do I do?"
Through all the fights and Your selfishness, I could'nt see THE TRUTH
How was I to ever get this through To You?
I looked up, into your eyes, Through Your Lies, What is Left To Do?

You came from Home to be with me, but the Truth, Untold, Has set me free
I can't say now that I still Love You
As you read this, readers of my poetry, I am still confused
What I did, what went wrong, damn this shit could be a song

Through all The Years, 10 in all, the laughs, the smiles
Together we walked a thousand miles
Regrets I've not, but still, This Pain
So why am I looking for Love again?