Word into direction

None of these words...
None of these true words
fall into direction
of specific youth

Speaking what the hart feels
acting on what the brain thinks
understanding what we see
experiencing  when we are loaded

Crying my words
digging them from the deep chasms
needing to heal the broken soul
needing to understand the pain

These words say what i am
what we are
These are words lay
unexplained to myself
I wander in what i do not know

I need to emty it to someone
I wish to understand it all

None of my words fall to direction
I mearly speak of what hurts,
what was
what may be
what leaves scars

None of these true words
fall into direction
of specific youth...

atleast not yet