As The Deep Cuts End My Pain

It’s cold against my flesh
With each thrust comes a new deep
When I see the red tears my body has shed
hit the floor in a beautiful red river,
I smile and push harder
I’m addicted now to this hard pain
The more I scream,
The better it feels
The darker the tears on the floor become
The easier it is to cut
I sigh with happy pain as the edges go black
And I, once again, to the darkness go back