The One That Sees Inside

If I wanted something it would be
The only thing that I can not ask for
Something the can never be with me
All I ever have is the people around
With a mask of lies
Covering their countless mistakes
Hiding their ruthless eyes
All I have are those mock
Always trying to prevent me from escaping
Being a human barricade or block 
As soon as I fall down I know I will be broken
Because I was never taught how to heal
Because I was left with the words left unspoken
Never taught that I could feel
I learned it all the hard way
I thought of those whom are near
And everything they say
All I have is a stuffed animal
That always is there
In the corner, he never does leave
Always smiling, always fair
But it hurts when he smiles at me
Something I am not used to
It is like it is everything he can see
All the sorrows I've been covering
The light in my soul that went out
All the misery I have consumed
What all my tears are about
The sea of black blood that now has high tide
The countless nights I've been alone
He knows all these, there is nothing I can hide
Not from him
The one that can see inside
But if I wanted something
I would make him leave, make him go
Dont let him live
With all that he knows
That way I can sit back and say
"I can deal with this, I am fine"
Even if I am not, I will still say I am okay
And as I wave him my goodbyes
I will know that now
I will forget him for my own good
There is no one who tells no lies
No one that is kind
No one that would even try to care
No one that can make me blind
No one

No one

No one to love me
But was there ever anyone to begin with?
No
There was always no one
No one

No one

No one to care