They hurt her

As she looks in the mirror
Her eyes fill up with tears
She wants to kill herself
After all of these years
She hates herself
She can't stand the sight 
Shes ugly and gross
All the others were right
Makes her way to her room
With her flogging Molly shirt on
Just a few more seconds and 20 feet
She'll lay down then be gone 
Shes tried it before
Razors, pills, and  ropes
Nothing better then a gun
Oh god she hopes
She knows where daddy keeps it
Right above his sports chair
She goes to get it but oh no it's not there
Frantically she searches
Mind is driving her insane 
She falls to her knees and pulls her hair to feel pain
Where is it? 
Where did it go? 
This can't be happening 
Time starts moving slow
Only one more place
His drawer beside his bed
She looks, finds it
Then presses it against her head
Tears run down her face
This is it she thought
Takes the safety off the gun
Exactly the way she was taught
Closes her eyes
Thinks about the pain
One shot and it'll be over
Suspense is making her insane
She thinks about everyone 
They Always hurt her in the end
No one she trusted
Not even her Wonderful boyfriend
With that thought being the last
She pulls the trigger
The bullet leaves the barrel fast