Break of Dawn

I hold on to bits and pieces of you and I
Never wanting to let go of that natural high
We'd elevate to because you weren't an average girl and I was no average guy
And a part of me wonders why
Why I'd sit and allow my feelings to convene
Or my mind to confess & contravene with my heart
I mean maybe you're a hard woman to come by
Now that my eyes have dripped dry
Events have succeeded one another meaning time has flown by
And you've seem to halt on coming and dropping by
But I still think of you
See in the blink of an eye during mental flashbacks
My breathless memories gives me air attacks
Then I have a break through by simply mumbling THANK YOU
THANK YOU for giving me that thrill again
See those little memories I retain for seconds to come when I want to entertain those sights of you inside my brain
Like our first kiss
Or the first time I stared in your eyes and saw the purest color of a clear sky such an amazing bliss
At times I'm sure my mind plays tricks on me
Because I've reached for you in a mist formed like you but just before I'm able to hug you you vanish
And that hurts to some degree
Yes I may-be mentally deranged idiotic demented borderline insane
Nutty as a fruit cake, strange with a few lose screws but the irony of it all is your lost smile is my champagne
For now I hold on to the pictures of you and all those bits and pieces inside that collage that my mind has drawn
Knowing that maybe someday I'll recover from that break of Dawn

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