Not Worth My Time

You're not worth my time & I don't have to try
It's the time we spent together that meant the world
But now all we have are useless memories
That begin to fall and fade into the darkness of the past
They have no meaning
Just like us, we're nothing anymore
I guess this is how it all works out
We fall. We love. We hurt.
Hearts torn open wide
Our tears no longer controlled
We look for that perfect escape
Our only getaway
The place we feel safe
And we find ourselves lost again
Will we ever find a way to love again?
The way we used to
The pieces of my heart are shattered
My life turns blue as its being taken away
Self inflicted pain
I have felt this for way to long now
Never again.. Never again..
I'll never be what you want
We're not the same
Don't tell me how to feel
Self inflicted pain
I guess this is how it all works out