My World

One minute i feel alive
The next I feel dead
Is it all just in my head
They say I'm crazy
I know I'm insane
But no one knows the truth behind my pain
I may be smiling, I may laugh
But deep inside my soul i'm torn apart
Buried beneath my skin
Yet another day in my world
Far away from the lies I keep within
life drags on like the blade again
Drawing the pain on my wrist
My addiction my shame
Will I ever be okay?
Just like you
I want to be happy
Smile forever
Be free