Heaven Again

I've been playing it over and
Over again in my head,
Thinking about something
I might've said to you,
To make you go so far away..
Though sometimes I believe that
We can do better for
Ourselves in the end,
I still wish you could be
My heaven again..
I guess I'll never know
Where you are.. But I do know
That it isn't with me..
It's hard enough to think about
you, but it's even tougher
To just walk away.
Will you ever be my heaven again?
I still hear your voice as I
Wonder why you went away..
I have no more hope,
And I know, you won't
Be my heaven again.