Leave me hanging on

Just give it to me now
All of it
Shove it down my throat
Make me bleed within
Push me til I cut apart my skin
Its all coming out now
Every cup every drop
My vains running dry
My vision fading out
My heart stops beating
Lights dim but blinding
I sware im dead
But the hand thats holding me and crying
Is well alove I see
I see the trace of family
That left already
Just A card or two
And worried in the air
But my lover that I thaught so little of
Is still here
Still holding on to me
Hoping that ill wake and be ok