Bled All The Tears

Broken down
Inside the bathroom
Where water can cleanse me
Every drop continues the descent
Toward something that was supposed to heal me
I thought for the longest time
That my mind would finally disconnect on me
That every image I kept sealed away, would become exposed
Instead I just see one
The first moment where we became one.


I bled out all my tears
Pain kept rushing out
A quick, sharp, lean
My head fell.


The water was trying to drown me
Every second the water washed another happy feeling
The laughter that I loved
Every loving word
Everyday another speech
Constantly telling me I would always be loved.


Now I just feel like all of my blood was been drained
I am the one who lost
I am left with emptiness
Another phase from this pain of depression.


I will always remember
Even if you refuse to
You were always the one
And I will always remember that first time.