importance

Please be mine
We can make our love divine
I want to be your babygirl
Because you make my heart twirl
I don't want to hurt you
But keep in mind, all this to me is still new

is it worth the rush,just for the label
we could make it official,but would we be stable?
im not trying to be apart of your past
babygirl,im trying to make you my last
ill be yours and you can be mine
but whats lies ahead can only be told with time

Will you ever get tired of me?
Will you ever just be a part of my fantasy?
You're right, what will a label do?
Except for make an us, a me and you?
Or is it like that already?
Are we going too fast, should we take it steady?
I love it when you call me babygirl
It makes my lips curl (:

will you believe it if i said no?
will you believe it if i said i want us to grow?
will it make you happy to have the label babe?
for everyone else,but they already talk dont they?
we will still talk just as much as we do
i will still care,and i hope the same with you
its only speed and time,just morememories
regardless its  us,you and me<3
babygirl,ill repeat it just to see you smile:)
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Actions speak better than words
You can say it, but I'm not sure it'll be heard
What if this is all a phase?
Or baby, what if I'm actually GAY?
I'm scared of hurting and being hurt
I'm just so used to being treated like dirt
I try to be honest with you
And that's really hard for me to do
I hate saying this, but I'm a liar
Sometimes lying makes my wings fly higher
Like I have something over people
Instead of being less than equal
I guess what I'm trying to say,
Is I wanna be yours some day
And I'll give you my everything
And hopefully that'll make your heart sing<3

what if i scream?
what if i cry?
will the tears mean anything?
what if i pour out whats inside?
what if this is a phase?
will you forget me?will the memories fade
what if your straight and have my heart?
what am i to do?
regret the past?, try to forget the memories too?
are you scared of what people think of you ?
or what you will think of yourself?
do you lie to make others think you fly?
or to believe it yourself?
have you ever thought maybe your hurting yourself?
or even thought about given me a chance?
i believe in love at first sight
i just waited for you to make a glance…..

I never want to see you cry
If I told you I don't give a fuck, it's a lie
I will never forget about you Faith
Or our first two half dates
What if being gay is my last sin
Before my journey to hell begins
I'm always afraid of people's judgments
That's why the pain is so constant
I don't like when people know everything
Because they never really care and it stings
It stings every inch of my body
People only want me because I'm a "hottie"
I want someone to love every part of me
And to want to get to know me intellectually
Maybe I am hurting myself,
But better me than somebody else
I never believed in love at first sight til now
Because you made me fall for you,someway somehow

so would you look away if i did?
if i needed your shoulder, like a baby and their bib?
never say never, but better late then ever
you think those two half where good?, the next will be better<3
we live in a world of sins,will it always hold you back?
is love as bad as robbery,murder?things like that?
what if happiness is the last memory of yours on earth
before heaven calls back its angles,taking away your birth
taking away what i have made apart of my life
without selfsatifaction,will you ever put down the knife?
what if i said i cared and showed it too
would you tell me everything that i should know about you?
yes your a hottie,i hate to admit
but i want your heart,fuck the rest of it
will you let me love you?or should i quit now?
you say this is new to you,follow me and ill show you how

No baby, I would hold you
I would wipe your tears too
I can't wait for our first real date
So I can show off my new bait (;
I honestly don't know what to do
I wish I could be comfortable in my own shoes
Eight scars of idiocy
I know that, and I still hurt me
The scars get deeper and deeper
I jump from devil to devil, hey I'm a leaper!
What do you want to know?
Only the bits and pieces I show?
There's so much more to me
Than what anyone's eye can see
Are you ready for all this shit?
Because once it starts, there's no stopping it

baby,im ready when you are.
say the words and my ears are at your command
i have scars,some hidden better then others
the reason why im scared is...
i dont want to start,whatcould possibly end
i would rather keep things as they are
then lose you as a friend
i dont want to be another post
another tear on your cheek
another scar you have to hide
another skipped heart beat
i want to be your joy
the reason for your smile
even if we dont last,ill rejoice it a while
you will learn one day,that people arent as they apear
the smiles on there face hide emotions like fear
baby im scared,look deep into my eyes
please really be there to hold me if i cry?

Are you sure I won't scare you away?
Are you sure you'll be okay?
But isn't that what life's about?
To take a chance even when you have doubts?
If we were to ever end
Would you promise to always be my friend?
What if it's tears of joy baby?
What if you're my smile daily
You're the reason I'm still alive
All the pain and regrets, how do I survive?
I want to be the reason you smile
I want to be the number you dial
When you're feeling down
So you can say goodbye to that frown
"I guess" will be the death of me
Because I can't tell what you're actually thinking

i say i guess cuz i dont want to push you away
be that bitch that always got shit to say
i hate the fact i seem to care more then you
i tell you ima stop caring,but that aint tru
im looking at the future
forgetting the past
living for the present
hoping we last
i dont have many fears,so baby you dont scare me
life is about chances,its just how it be
the pain,laughs,hugs,tears
just plain memories
baby ill awaysbe here,believe it or not
my heart is tatted,and you got the spot

I stopped caring a long time ago
Way before you became somebody that I know
It isn't you baby,
I can't even tell what's reality
Everything has become a blur
What's happening to me? I'm not sure
I want you to tell me what's on your mind
Even if you think it'll upset me sometimes
I'd rather hear what you have to say
What will keeping it inside help anyway?
I guess I should take my own advice then...
Since I'm always playing pretend
Like I'm okay
When you know the truth either way

we will get to know each other
best believe
even if we dont make it official
best friends we will always be
doesnt seem like reality,im just saying actaulity
btw we have too many post, crazyness, yet sanity
its funny how we rhyme
even if its everyother line
we can never read eachothers minds
though we try all the time
this may sond like a rap, but im also a poet
i never knew this type of love existed,it took you for me2know it
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

I really hope we do
Because I wanna know everything about you
When I'm with you, I'm myself
And I don't think about anybody else
I never what you to be mad at me
It makes me frown baby
Right now I miss you so much
I miss the feel of your touch
Of your arms wrapped around my body
And we don't always have to be naughty
Because I like you so much more beyond that
I like you pretty damn much a matter of fact
I blow you a kiss
Better catch it, don't miss <3<3<3<3<3

baby i caught it
put it in my pocket
i need it right about now,
all my emotions sky rocket
i may seem so strong but inside i quiver
expectations so high,i tremble and shiver
death seems so easy,to just end it all here
isnt school supposed tobe fun,a lil stress no fear
but instead ill smile,and act like everythings ok
ill walk around head hgh,when all i want is to run away
if you read this in the morning,please dont you worry
this is the norm,no luck,hope glory
but if you read this after school,let me know if you coldnt tell
that my insides are out and are yelling to hell!