Friends and Lovers

All I wanted was to be a part of your life
I teased you and we joked and played
And then one day, you saw my face
You saw something in my eyes and it chased you away
You ran away and then came a Silence

It worried me this Silence when I was so used to your jokes
You were the only one who could make me smile
I thought you had it all together
And that you could teach me something

But you started playing awful games
You hurt me in ways nobody has
And it doesn't matter, I still love you
I know you didn't mean it,
You were confused and I am the one to blame

Maybe I should have let you go a long time ago
But I can't let you go, you are all i see
Sometimes my heart beats so fast and I can't breathe
I want to scream and I know you are hurting, too

You lied and I shined a light too bright
I don't want anything
I don't want to forget
All I want is a hug and to be your friend