Self destruct

Invest a single thread of consumption,
Expect no less than corruption and lead me
On to my disfunction.
Lead me there naked and hungry and willing,
Feed me, my appetite, complete me destruction.

The wind came in too fast and quick,
The rain fell hard and sharp,
just like a Master to his wip,
For taming me would leave these scars,
What wild thing goes willing to life behind bars?
I'll bleed beneath these starless nights before I could
Ever be put to rite,
I'll start a fresh at morning light,
I'll part with the mess in another life and rest my heart,
clean up my health,
Just let me get in one more line and I'll be fine
Up in the wreck,I expect the cards Im dealt and don't know shame Or feel regret,
The things they said, Like, marked for death,
or ' come on Lovely, you need help'.
I know my name and felt the pain, I stood there naked
In the rain and never did it wash away the stains or
Melt the days away, I've stood in storms and did not sway,
I've sought shelter, prayed in vain.
this helter skelter goes on forever,
Enjoy the ride cos I'm to blame,
I am not blind, I know the way.

stuck in this rut,
I don't give a fuck,
While im here I'll be ready to self destruct.