The Epilogue

The rain drops fall on the ground
or, is it my heart that bleeds
The dark clouds cover me around
or,is it my soul that bleats

I see nothing around me
some far voices calling my name
Some cruel cries from the vastness
They burn my heart in a flame

I see blood dripping on the scorched land
Scorched with the hatred of love
Scorched without the light of love

Oh this is my blood!
and I let them fall on the ground
slowly falling, dripping on the ground

Every drop reminding me,
reminding of all the mistakes I made
All cruelties that i bore.

Oh! Nothing to live, no more life
The final escape from the suffering and vice

I slit my throat & look merrily
as my blood rains on the dry ground
The hot blood reflecting my past
Hah but i have no qualms with what has passed

Tomorrow they will burn me to ashes
each and every bit of me will be forgotten

I will be burned down in this
ever burning chamber
Not a speck of me,
not even memories would remain.

All the blood would also dry out.

What would then remain?
The mere 21 grams of life floating lifelessly??

No something else would remain
A question, a truth resonating from eternity
Resonating from time unknown

WHY?? Why was it?

“THAT I WAS NEVER LOVED”