Oh the recklessness I've sowed

Oh the recklessness I've sowed
My mind in bliss
i switch in a split
I'm laying in tears
thinking back on all those years
i was innocent
my mind belligerent
on a ship
back and fourth, back and fourth, back and fourth
Upside-down
sailing the sky
The ground so high
i try i try i try
to maintain
my brain
my fantasy in array
Chaos and tricks
bars and bricks
my prison
my fist
my future
clenched
bloody rain
I'm drenched
pain and piss
the mist
i cannot resist
no path so seen so long i try so blurry '
i would die, fear to even try...
i must survive you and i
even though everyone has their day to die
we will strive
we will arrive
to our paradise in a peaceful mind