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A deep breath, I open my eyes
A blinding darkness
I don't hear a sound but my own thoughts
I lift my head, a hindrance there
My arms and legs are impeded as well
My mind is in shock, my heart pounds in my chest
The flailing of my arms & legs tells me I’m alive
I realize now  a coffin I am in
I scream , scream someone hear me
I scratch and i push and I push and I scratch
Calling for my wife, I am here I’m alive
I struggle like a animal caught in a trap
You must let me out, i don't want to die
My knuckles start to bleed, my time's running out
One last burst of desperation, till i can fight no more
Then i collapse no one can hear
The air is getting thin my thoughts grow dim
I must surrender to my fate. I have no choice
A locked wooden coffin and tons of earth
My last thought is my wife, my beautiful wife
I love her more than angels love our Lord
How could she let this happen?