bad influence

i am the anarchist.
the acused satanist.
almost sadistic.
apathy is fantastic!

godless and lawless.
running in renegade.
im no victim of authority!
im no product of conformity!

im the goth kid, the emo.
a lover of metal and screamo.
the guitarist, satanic poet.
the bad influence.

no one knows what i know.
my experiences, and near over doses.
and how much i smoke.
the only thing i suppose is,
suicide is the best way out.

the bible was hollow.
it left me to wallow,
in questions of "why" and "what"
in my old ways im stuck!
im an addict of secularity.
tell your kids not to follow me.
because im the bad influence!