What If...

If I told you I still love you would you come back?
If I told you i feel weak without you
If I told you I wish you the best even if your not with me
If I told you that your smile has been the most innocent i seen

But I know you would just say most of it i already lost
But I know you would just walk away
But I know you don't need my wishes to your best
But I know you would just say "OK"

If I told you that you saved me from dying
If I told you that it was dumb of me not telling you the truth
If I told you that that day when i was raining i wanted to kiss you
If I told you that I Drink to forget but it comes back worse because i miss you more

But i know that you would say " your welcome" and not think about it
But i know you just say yes you were
But i know that I would have lost you even more
But i know that you would just call me an alcoholic

and that's the sad truth