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Wishes of a Wayward Soul
I wish my smiles were genuine.
I wish my body wasn't withering.
I wish I didn't lie about my emotions.
I wish I could cry without feeling weak.
I wish vulnerability was just a word in a dictionary.
I wish I didn't feel stupid when I am wrong.
I wish I didn't get stressed out so easily.
I wish I wasn't socially autistic.
I wish I could understand how you feel.
I wish you weren't such a bitch in reality.
I wish I could trust people.
I wish I could love without feeling weak and empty.
I wish I wasn't disgusted when I look into the mirror.
I wish people wouldn't judge me by appearance or money.
I wish humans were more humane.
I wish I could just hide away in a hole.
I wish the world would stop spinning.
I wish the sun would be blotted out in black.
I wish the guy I love would love me back.
I wish people would stop lying to my face.
I wish I could stop being tired all the time of being tired.
I wish I was pretty.
But most of all, I wish I could stop wishing for the impossible.
I wish my body wasn't withering.
I wish I didn't lie about my emotions.
I wish I could cry without feeling weak.
I wish vulnerability was just a word in a dictionary.
I wish I didn't feel stupid when I am wrong.
I wish I didn't get stressed out so easily.
I wish I wasn't socially autistic.
I wish I could understand how you feel.
I wish you weren't such a bitch in reality.
I wish I could trust people.
I wish I could love without feeling weak and empty.
I wish I wasn't disgusted when I look into the mirror.
I wish people wouldn't judge me by appearance or money.
I wish humans were more humane.
I wish I could just hide away in a hole.
I wish the world would stop spinning.
I wish the sun would be blotted out in black.
I wish the guy I love would love me back.
I wish people would stop lying to my face.
I wish I could stop being tired all the time of being tired.
I wish I was pretty.
But most of all, I wish I could stop wishing for the impossible.
Published 10th Oct 2012
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10th Oct 2012 2:59pm
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11th Oct 2012 00:32am
10th Oct 2012 5:39pm
I actually love this it's raw. But I think the I wish on the begining of each sentence takes away from it. For example
I wish my smiles were genuine.
and my body wasn't withering.
I didn't ever lie about my emotions.
If only i could cry without feeling weak.
I really wish vulnerability was just a word in a dictionary.
And i didn't feel stupid when I'm wrong.
Or get stressed out so easily.
I wish I wasn't socially autistic.
That i could understand how you feel.
And you weren't such a bitch in reality.
I would love to trust people.
Or love without feeling weak and empty.
Etc etc not those words exactly I did it so quick . But it's just my preference
Do you mamas xoxo
I wish my smiles were genuine.
and my body wasn't withering.
I didn't ever lie about my emotions.
If only i could cry without feeling weak.
I really wish vulnerability was just a word in a dictionary.
And i didn't feel stupid when I'm wrong.
Or get stressed out so easily.
I wish I wasn't socially autistic.
That i could understand how you feel.
And you weren't such a bitch in reality.
I would love to trust people.
Or love without feeling weak and empty.
Etc etc not those words exactly I did it so quick . But it's just my preference
Do you mamas xoxo
11th Oct 2012 00:33am
I see what ya mean, hun.
Honestly I meant to make it seem repetitive like that, though I do see what you mean when you say it sorta take away from the meaning of every line. :3
Stay beautiful, hun. <3
Honestly I meant to make it seem repetitive like that, though I do see what you mean when you say it sorta take away from the meaning of every line. :3
Stay beautiful, hun. <3
10th Oct 2012 5:45pm
11th Oct 2012 00:34am
