Goodbye

It is my final hour
But I didn't tell you
I kept it secret
Even from myself
I waited impatiently
For this final victory
I can finally be free
I can finally open my arms
Finally breathe again
I am filled with tension
Not from fear
And not from hurt
But from not having to wait any longer
I am excited to finally come closer
Anxious to commit this final act of desperation
Don't think that I have stoped loving you
Don't think this is for you that I did this
Don't be sad when I am gone from this life
Be happy for I am finally free
No longer living with a constent pain
No more heartbreak
No more feeling worthless
I am going to a place of beauty
A place of peace
So please don't cry for me when I'm gone
I just wasn't strong enough
Couldn't handle the pressure
I just needed to go
So I am sorry
I love you
But it is time for me to go now
Goodbye
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