I miss you

I don't know what to think right now.
Life is being a sick cruel game.
I yearn to talk to you.
But I know all you'll cause is pain.
I miss how we talked day and night,
Hour after hour.
But yet I can't go back to it.
Im happy with life now,
Please let you be to.
The thought of you has my tears falling painfully to the floor.
Yet our memories make me smile.
I wish to go back,be friends.
But I know it wouldn't stick that way.
And I'd be in a trap yet again.
I hope your happy,
and living a well life,like you deserve.
I hope our memories make you smile also.
And not leave you with pain.
I hope to talk to you one day.
As friends,like old times.
Truly I miss you.
Please stay alive till then.