cant be friends (freestyle)

i feel like i'm walking on the rubble of my heart.
 going to da beginning but don't know where to start.
 i was a sinner and u were the angel with the harp.
 now im sittin with a lamp writing in the dark.
 love is suppose to be magic not smoke and mirrors.
 n all love brings is hearts broken n some tears.
 but now im miles away wishes u were here.
 but i can still hear u whispering in my ear.
 saying it will be alright till tomorrow.
 n how can u love with a heart so hollow.
 wish i had a clue but there's none i can borrow.
 ya said im moving through this too fast like Apollo.
 n i just got home.
 saw i had at least 20 missed calls on my phone.
 i thought that u just wanted to be alone.
 guess u really dont know wat u got till its gone.