letting go

wondering exactly how long this feeling lasts,cause i know it wont last forever
 thoughts being torn apart by a dark past, while my future is all coming together
 i guess that time really does moves fast, when u think uve found the 1 again
 n wen the pain comes back n ya heart starts to crack, uh, cause she said that u were just a friend
damn, ok now wat do i do?,wen all my thoughts seem to circulate around u
 i just gotta move on but i dont think i can
 n i understand that the life u live got corrupted by ya plans
 u made some mistakes u gotta deal with well dont we all
 girl i was the only person who u wanted to call
 wenever life got u down, no bae plz dont let me drown
 n i bet if it was up to u the of course ud let me fall
 cause im just a memory, an old memory that remains
 trapped in that dark cold sewer that u consider a brain
 usually this is a strain for me to handle
 but i gotta let it burn like a hot flame on a candle
 n i had to get this off my mind
cause ure the 1 person that knows all the things that confine
 with this song i release all the things left behind
 by the past that will at any moment just want to remind (me of you)