Powerless

I cry
But no on seems to see
I scream
And I can't be heard
In this sea of darkness around me

There's no light left to see
Insanity's breath invelops me
Blood filled tears flow from my eyes
The hot burn from my anger floods my body and soul

Confuson takes over
The pain aching in every inch of my body
Yet I'm still alive

How can a worthless being like me be alive?

Sheer luck.

I don't matter to this world

I'm powerless
Worthless
Useless
Emotionless
Heartless

Yet people say that I'm lying to myself
Perhaps I am
But...most likely not.

The world could go on  perfectly without me
I say this over and over
And believe it

My mind so vulnerable to lies
My heart close to dying
My time seeping away...

With


  My


      Soul.