Perverse Addiction

Vulnerable
Scared
Mentally
Unaware
Afflicted
Corrupted

Lured
Trapped
Uncontrollable
Out of whack
Another attack
Imminent

Resist
Forget
Shoo!
Stop!
Disappear!
Away!

The hate
The joy
The thoughts
The Ploy
The perversion
Deployed

Non-Stop
Thoughts spinning
Should I?
Self-bidding
Ecstasy again?
Off the deep end

Can't stop
Tight grip
Too hot
Sweat Drops
Hard spot
Exploding blot

Dignity
Shamed
Innocence
Maimed
Game
Lost