Naibu no oni o Imu (Inside i'm a demon)

Nai tenshi o nai

for I am no angel

 For you to assume so would be a great danger

 I’m filled with the pain that has been dispersed within my soul over the years

that has caused me to finally just snap

 I’m fighting to keep still

but the being inside me is ripping tearing struggling to be free

. My own personal Oni

it’s trying to gain control

While I sit upon the floor writhing

trying to keep myself whole

 I’m shrieking crying

no one seems to understand

What’s happening to me because I won’t meet its demands

 I’m smashing my head on walls tables

 Trying to drive it out but I’m not able

 It’s presence inside me it’s violating

 I’m drifting away fading

it has taken over

 Sitting up arms wrapped around myself holding tight

Trying to destroy anyone that comes within my sight

Chi akai me- staring waiting watching ready to attack

I fear if I drift away again I shall not come back

 I am slipping gone away

I am no more

It has burst out of my chest taken me fully

Blood spurting;hurting freeTime to release myself unto the world

Be prepared because this is no longer a golden girl