Hit me with the L word

I thought you were the one i loved,

but now i’m so unsure,

of everything, really,

And i’m so insecure,

and doubting my self,

doubting my choices,

tempted by  voices,

The ones haunting me,

1,2,3, make a mistake,

all it will take, is one time,

to ruin everything, we ever had,

turn you from happy to sad

In under a minute,

but I can’t tell you,

there’s just no getting through,

but I’m all yours,

I’m  a slave of yours,

slave to your mistreatment ,

abusing my treatments,

self medication in any location,

to help with the pain,

of your refrain of loving me again,

Can’t you just hit me one more time

Maybe I’ll feel more alive

Give me a chance

Ask me for this dance

Hit me with the L word.