lost

in the dark
full of life
but no where to go
full of shit
cant think clear
why am i still here
breaking down
ripping in two
don't ask me who i am
don't look at me
i'm so lost and scared
so dead and broken
burnt
hurt
bleeding
no one to know how i feel inside
yes you may symphatize
but truly
you will never know the true feelings
of hate and despair
to know what it feels like to wake up
terrified and depressed
you cant know who i am no matter how close
u can get inside my mind
my heart will forever remain cold
forever useless and unloving
for if u cant love yourself
then you will never love another
you can try your hardest
and you will fail miserably
im in the dark
all alone and scared
don't try to save me from my fate
forever alone
on this fucked up thing called reality
dont preach what u dont folow
and dont dare tell me i can get over something
u have never lived my life
dont tell me to quit a habit
that u dont know the reasons behing them
and most importantly dont try to save me
my soul is
foever lost and
forever gone